I have been on the dating site POF for a little while and decided to go on a date. I met this guy on there who's 24, he's like 6'3, muscular, really good looking. We went to this sushi place for drinks, they have karaoke night after 9pm, so it was perfect. It was a good date overall, felt good getting back in the game.
He's so young, I usually date men who are at least over 27/28. My SD right now is 34, and I still think he's so young. I love older guys, I can't help myself. He even did karaoke, he made me pick the song, I picked Nsynch, Bye Bye Bye, he sounded really good. All the girls were cheering him on and checking him out.
Right now he works as a project manager. He's preparing to go to Law school, his dad's a lawyer, older brother is a lawyer, and he's on his way. When I mention I usually date older guys, he said well in about 3 years he'll be the perfect age and a lot more successful, that made me smile.
He sent me a pic of him before meeting. the pic was of him his dad and a few other people, his dad looked wayyy too familiar. I finally put it together and realized he had message me from one of the SD sites!!!! OMG, I know. And the same pic he sent me is the same pic his dad sent me when we were kind of talking, but it never went anywhere. That was a while ago, give and take, maybe a year. I'm not expecting things to go anywhere with him to the point where i'd meet the parents. I really just want a fuck buddy and the fact that he lives less than 5mns from me is perfect.
Looking forward to this week, Mr.S wants to do a sleepover at my place, which is always nice. Finalizing my birthday plans, and starting to work with my trainer. Need to shed off a good 20 pounds and eat healthier.
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Are SD's suppose to be THIS Jealous???
I'm still trying to get my thoughts together. Last night Mr.S and I had an argument that escalated into a lot more than it was suppose to be. Thinking about it now I'm still trying to figure what his deal is.
So, I guess he created a fake account for a few SD sites to check on me. He found me and he was a little pissed about it..actually a lot pissed. He started by saying I've been fucking with him, I'm dropping hints that I have a better deal or working on a better deal than him. He feel I'm being disrespectful especially for the fact that he dropped 25K on me this month and I'm giving him a slap on the face by keeping my profiles up, acting like I'm hiding something when he's around, having a password on my phone, taking calls on private, and singing this one song by Taio Cruz (break your heart) Lmfao, the song comes on sometimes when I'm with him, and I like it, so I sing along..to him. He takes it literally. Although I tell him I'm just being playful.
Since been back from Vegas, things haven't exactly been the same. Sometimes I pull away emotionally from our relationship, and it's mostly when he did something and I feel hurt, so I pull back. He doesn't understand that. He went on and on about how I act towards him sometime, what I say, what I do, he takes everything literally. I might start feeling like I'm walking on egg shells around him, he can't just relax and take a simple joke anymore. I'm not sure if it's cause we are now emotionally involve, but he didn't use to be like this.
He's saying I'm looking for someone who looks better, single, able to have a normal relationship, richer--I almost texted back if he know somebody, LOL pretty sure he would have went off on me.
Deep down I feel it's just jealousy with him, he knows that i'm dating other men (not sugar dating) and he can't control that. I always feel like the jealousy should be coming from me, I'm the other woman. He is set with his life, have his family and a hot girl, I don't understand why he would get this jealous.
I'd like to think it wasn't a mistake to get emotionally involve with him, but at the same time, I just want us to be us. Happy, loving and having a good time. I'm not his wife, I don't nag him, I'd appreciate it if he did the same. Right now we're kind of letting the subject be, just scratching it off since we both can't come to a complete understanding.
I'm now worried about my SB profiles, I really don't want to delete them, he wouldn't tell me which websites he found me on. But I'm keeping EM, I just signed up for AM again, I'm keeping WhatsYourPrice, just going to delete the more obvious ones like SD4ME and SD.com---I think I'm addicted to those sites Lol. I go on them all day, just to lurk and don't want to delete them. But I understand where's he's coming from, he felt very insecure and I didn't like him that way. It was just a shitty feeling and shitty conversation.
So, I guess he created a fake account for a few SD sites to check on me. He found me and he was a little pissed about it..actually a lot pissed. He started by saying I've been fucking with him, I'm dropping hints that I have a better deal or working on a better deal than him. He feel I'm being disrespectful especially for the fact that he dropped 25K on me this month and I'm giving him a slap on the face by keeping my profiles up, acting like I'm hiding something when he's around, having a password on my phone, taking calls on private, and singing this one song by Taio Cruz (break your heart) Lmfao, the song comes on sometimes when I'm with him, and I like it, so I sing along..to him. He takes it literally. Although I tell him I'm just being playful.
Since been back from Vegas, things haven't exactly been the same. Sometimes I pull away emotionally from our relationship, and it's mostly when he did something and I feel hurt, so I pull back. He doesn't understand that. He went on and on about how I act towards him sometime, what I say, what I do, he takes everything literally. I might start feeling like I'm walking on egg shells around him, he can't just relax and take a simple joke anymore. I'm not sure if it's cause we are now emotionally involve, but he didn't use to be like this.
He's saying I'm looking for someone who looks better, single, able to have a normal relationship, richer--I almost texted back if he know somebody, LOL pretty sure he would have went off on me.
Deep down I feel it's just jealousy with him, he knows that i'm dating other men (not sugar dating) and he can't control that. I always feel like the jealousy should be coming from me, I'm the other woman. He is set with his life, have his family and a hot girl, I don't understand why he would get this jealous.
I'd like to think it wasn't a mistake to get emotionally involve with him, but at the same time, I just want us to be us. Happy, loving and having a good time. I'm not his wife, I don't nag him, I'd appreciate it if he did the same. Right now we're kind of letting the subject be, just scratching it off since we both can't come to a complete understanding.
I'm now worried about my SB profiles, I really don't want to delete them, he wouldn't tell me which websites he found me on. But I'm keeping EM, I just signed up for AM again, I'm keeping WhatsYourPrice, just going to delete the more obvious ones like SD4ME and SD.com---I think I'm addicted to those sites Lol. I go on them all day, just to lurk and don't want to delete them. But I understand where's he's coming from, he felt very insecure and I didn't like him that way. It was just a shitty feeling and shitty conversation.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
I SUCK at using Technology.
I'm still trying to figure out my Macbook, recently had to google how to copy and paste.
Still have to figure out how to save pictures, reason why my recent posts includes no photos lol.
I also just figured out how to restart it lol, sad I know. I have very little patience when it comes to that kind of stuff, Usually beat them up, throw them against a wall, reason why my last laptop broke. But my Macbook, and iPad are a little too pricey to risk it.
Mr.S had his wisdom teeth procedure today. After he was done we were kind of flirting and whatnot, somehow I kind of agreed to him coming over without realizing I did. My buzzer rang and I was thinking Who the F could it be, I looked out my balcony and saw his car. My place wasn't too presentable, I had started cooking, and was watching Friends but what the heck, I was horny. I opened the door, and he could tell I was shock he was here, he offered to leave but I didn't mind him staying. He couldn't speak too well due to the numbness. we didn't do much kissing, but he ate me out pretty well for having a numb mouth and not feeling anything.
The sex was good, but I'm still horny, we only did it once. Can't wait to have him in his office tomorrow. Afterwards, I kind of kicked him out, didn't really want to cuddle, it was a quickie and wanted to treat it like it was. It deff took my mind off this guy who wasted my time from Craiglist, I really need to stop looking on there. His self proclaim SD was offering me 150 for visits, twice a month. for some that might work, but really??
Random: I watched the movie Valentine's Day today, I loved it!! I don't think I'm going to celebrate Vday this year although Mr.S surprised me last year and was really romantic. I think I'd love to have an Anti-Vday party like the movie!
Still have to figure out how to save pictures, reason why my recent posts includes no photos lol.
I also just figured out how to restart it lol, sad I know. I have very little patience when it comes to that kind of stuff, Usually beat them up, throw them against a wall, reason why my last laptop broke. But my Macbook, and iPad are a little too pricey to risk it.
Mr.S had his wisdom teeth procedure today. After he was done we were kind of flirting and whatnot, somehow I kind of agreed to him coming over without realizing I did. My buzzer rang and I was thinking Who the F could it be, I looked out my balcony and saw his car. My place wasn't too presentable, I had started cooking, and was watching Friends but what the heck, I was horny. I opened the door, and he could tell I was shock he was here, he offered to leave but I didn't mind him staying. He couldn't speak too well due to the numbness. we didn't do much kissing, but he ate me out pretty well for having a numb mouth and not feeling anything.
The sex was good, but I'm still horny, we only did it once. Can't wait to have him in his office tomorrow. Afterwards, I kind of kicked him out, didn't really want to cuddle, it was a quickie and wanted to treat it like it was. It deff took my mind off this guy who wasted my time from Craiglist, I really need to stop looking on there. His self proclaim SD was offering me 150 for visits, twice a month. for some that might work, but really??
Random: I watched the movie Valentine's Day today, I loved it!! I don't think I'm going to celebrate Vday this year although Mr.S surprised me last year and was really romantic. I think I'd love to have an Anti-Vday party like the movie!
Monday, January 23, 2012
An Unordinary day
I had plan on going in the office today to do some work with Mr.S his business is busy during the Superbowl season. But, my car decided it was going to give me some trouble. It wouldn't start so he told me to tow it to a shop, I called towing, they took almost an hr to get to my place. I decided I wanted to look extra hot today so I wear something sexy and did my make up flawless. I flirted with the towing guy just because, lol. He took a look at my car and it magically started, and he didn't charge me anything. #winning.
After I drove my car to the shop, wanted to make sure it was ok, don't need to get stranded anywhere. I had to get a few repairs done that took a little over 2hrs, so Mr.S came get me and we went back to my place. We had some wine, cuddled and did it twice. I was so horny, my vagina was dripping wet. The sex was good, the second time was a little more in the wild side. I was wet, and came at least twice, but I felt so disconnected from it all. My head was somewhere else, but my body was having one of the best time. Not sure why, but I just wasn't all there.
We went back to the shop to pick up my car, he paid my bill, which I didn't really want him to. He followed me in even after I gave him a kiss from his car and said thanks. it was awkward. The guys at the shop were kind of checking me out and talking to me when I was there the first time, they were both black. I left and randomly showed up with this white man, who looks a bit older than he should for 34, and paying my bill. This felt like a transaction, sleeping with him, than paying my bill. I didn't like the feeling. I know I shouldn't over think anything, but blahhh, can't help it sometimes.
BUT, I got my other half of my allowance, he doubled it, which was weird, but I'm not complaining. Went to Barnes Noble, picked up some books on entrepreneurship, networking, and learning my way to success!
I'm unable to do a real 9-5 and I have no intention to do a 9-5 right now--although I'm working for Mr.S it's more like a 10-noon, so I figured I might want to venture off and start something of my own. Mr.S have a lot of connects, he's an entrepreneur himself, the next step is for me to figure out what it is I want to do. If anyone have ever started a business, anything could help:) I was thinking of something in the Fashion industry--but open to looking at anything out there. Will definitely post more on that and try to figure it all out.
After I drove my car to the shop, wanted to make sure it was ok, don't need to get stranded anywhere. I had to get a few repairs done that took a little over 2hrs, so Mr.S came get me and we went back to my place. We had some wine, cuddled and did it twice. I was so horny, my vagina was dripping wet. The sex was good, the second time was a little more in the wild side. I was wet, and came at least twice, but I felt so disconnected from it all. My head was somewhere else, but my body was having one of the best time. Not sure why, but I just wasn't all there.
We went back to the shop to pick up my car, he paid my bill, which I didn't really want him to. He followed me in even after I gave him a kiss from his car and said thanks. it was awkward. The guys at the shop were kind of checking me out and talking to me when I was there the first time, they were both black. I left and randomly showed up with this white man, who looks a bit older than he should for 34, and paying my bill. This felt like a transaction, sleeping with him, than paying my bill. I didn't like the feeling. I know I shouldn't over think anything, but blahhh, can't help it sometimes.
BUT, I got my other half of my allowance, he doubled it, which was weird, but I'm not complaining. Went to Barnes Noble, picked up some books on entrepreneurship, networking, and learning my way to success!
I'm unable to do a real 9-5 and I have no intention to do a 9-5 right now--although I'm working for Mr.S it's more like a 10-noon, so I figured I might want to venture off and start something of my own. Mr.S have a lot of connects, he's an entrepreneur himself, the next step is for me to figure out what it is I want to do. If anyone have ever started a business, anything could help:) I was thinking of something in the Fashion industry--but open to looking at anything out there. Will definitely post more on that and try to figure it all out.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Back from Vegas!
This was my first trip to Vegas and it couldn't have been more amazing. Usually Mr.S and I, our vacation involve a lot of doing nothing besides drinking, partying, eating, and relaxing. We over did it in Vegas, and planned every second of the day.
We saw two shows, saw Celine Dion in concert, she's AMAZING ! We also saw Cirque du Soleil Zumanity, it's a great erotic and entertaining show. Highly recommended for anyone wanting to watch a vegas show with their man. We ate at some of the best restaurants, had a great view of everything. The Picasso was my favorite, he mentioned how this was the most expensive meal for two he ever had lol, bill was like 800. I also like the Eiffel Tower Restaurant, it had such an amazing view!
We stayed at the palms for one night, we had the Erotic Suite, and it was everything you think it'd be. stripper poles, and heart shaped bed, a nice jacuzzi. We only stayed there because we had a VIP table at Ghostbar, the next day we switched to the Cosmopolitan because we had a VIP table at Marquee, we dance the night away both nights. He booked us a helicopter ride which was a great experience. The strip looks so nice at night time with all the lights, I really did not want to leave Lol.
We did some shopping. I got my first pair of Louboutin!!! He was a little skeptical about it, I had getting a new bag in mind. After trying on the CL shoes, I really wanted a pair. He said there's so much more we could do than drop a K in a pair of shoes, but he said get whatever you want. I guess he was just suggesting things, but I wanted the shoes, I got them!!
After shopping for the shoes, he still took me to look at some nice bags, I got this really nice Prada bag, which will be shipped to me in a few days! can't wait to take it out! we shopped for clothes, got a new pair of studs, gambled away. Shopped for a few lingerie pieces (Agent Provocateur--so expensive but sooo sexy!), even modeled some of them for him before buying, which was pretty cool. When you're having vacation sex, for some reason it's always so much better than usual sex. We had a big balcony from our suite, and took advantage of that, had some crazy sex on it, if someone saw us, we def put on a hell of a show for them lol.
This was a princess experience for me. Everything was VIP, limos with everyone just waiting at my feet, especially him (in and out of the bedroom) lol.
We saw two shows, saw Celine Dion in concert, she's AMAZING ! We also saw Cirque du Soleil Zumanity, it's a great erotic and entertaining show. Highly recommended for anyone wanting to watch a vegas show with their man. We ate at some of the best restaurants, had a great view of everything. The Picasso was my favorite, he mentioned how this was the most expensive meal for two he ever had lol, bill was like 800. I also like the Eiffel Tower Restaurant, it had such an amazing view!
We stayed at the palms for one night, we had the Erotic Suite, and it was everything you think it'd be. stripper poles, and heart shaped bed, a nice jacuzzi. We only stayed there because we had a VIP table at Ghostbar, the next day we switched to the Cosmopolitan because we had a VIP table at Marquee, we dance the night away both nights. He booked us a helicopter ride which was a great experience. The strip looks so nice at night time with all the lights, I really did not want to leave Lol.
We did some shopping. I got my first pair of Louboutin!!! He was a little skeptical about it, I had getting a new bag in mind. After trying on the CL shoes, I really wanted a pair. He said there's so much more we could do than drop a K in a pair of shoes, but he said get whatever you want. I guess he was just suggesting things, but I wanted the shoes, I got them!!
After shopping for the shoes, he still took me to look at some nice bags, I got this really nice Prada bag, which will be shipped to me in a few days! can't wait to take it out! we shopped for clothes, got a new pair of studs, gambled away. Shopped for a few lingerie pieces (Agent Provocateur--so expensive but sooo sexy!), even modeled some of them for him before buying, which was pretty cool. When you're having vacation sex, for some reason it's always so much better than usual sex. We had a big balcony from our suite, and took advantage of that, had some crazy sex on it, if someone saw us, we def put on a hell of a show for them lol.
This was a princess experience for me. Everything was VIP, limos with everyone just waiting at my feet, especially him (in and out of the bedroom) lol.
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Riding on an emotional roller coaster pt I
Ever since I was young and started dating my relationships wouldn't last anymore than 2 months. I would break it off before letting it get further because I would be too afraid of getting hurt. I'm always the one who ends up hurting the guy I'm with, it's kind of like beating him to it ( weird I know).
When in a relationship, even for a long time I feel I need to put a wall up at all times and keep my guard up. I certainly did not do that with my last ex who took me on a 3 year emotional roller coaster ride. out of the 3 years we were only official for about 5 months. He did not believe on putting a title to what we had.
The closest thing I've had to a relationship since him is Mr.S
Yesterday, I had this weird but vivid dream about him "cheating" on me.
A little background info:
Him and his ex gf from college keep in touch. She lives in the area. She supposedly hurted him really bad from college and which was the reason they broke up. But they kind of rekindled their old love when I was seeing Mr.S for about 6 months. I didn't care, I barely knew the man. Around 1 year of seeing Mr.S he talked to me about how he had planned to leave his family to be with the ex gf. They were looking at places in NYC and the whole nine yard ( I still didn't care, I was in college and could have easily replaced him so I gave them my blessings lol). When he tried getting in contact with her to finalize things, she poofed. She eventually told him she's getting back with her ex, who proposed to her, and Mr.S said he's a lowlife but if thats what she wants then he let it be. His wife never knew that her husband was planning on leaving her, poor woman.
After relocating with Mr.S about 3 months into it, we were in his car going out to lunch and shopping, then I noticed an extra shirt in his car. I asked him why he have an extra shirt, he said he's having dinner with a friend. I asked a few more questions until he blurted out it's the ex gf. I asked if wifey know, he said no, she doesn't know they kept in touch. I felt very uneasy. My feelings have grown for him, and now he was meeting this girl who he was ready to leave his family for less than a year ago. I felt like I was in a vulnerable position, I just relocated, and now he's meeting up with his ex. I don't want to get stranded in this place by myself. This was one of the worse and most awkward dates we had. He knew I was mad, we had a weird lunch, went to a few stores, didn't shop for anything. before heading back to my place I stopped at a convenience store and got some condoms. I wanted him to know if he's going to be fucking his ex or anyone else I wanted to protect myself.
After trying to have sex, we gave up cause he couldn't get it up. We decided to talk, I told him how I felt, and he said The Ex isn't going to get back in his life. They're meeting up because she needs help with something, which I really think he's giving her money. I think he's always been giving her money whenever she asks. We talked and I felt a little better, and he told me more about his feelings for me, and not wanting to lose me, also said he'd give up talking to her if I wanted him to, which I didn't want him to do because I think he'd still do it behind my back. The ex gf eventually got married, he didn't attend.
Back to present: Here's my dream.
I had a very vivid dream about his ex and him getting together even after she got married. They started an affair similar to what me and him have. He hid it from me for a while but I eventually found out. I didn't make a fuss about it, i just let it be. we're not exactly exclusive so who cares. But the more he kept seeing her, the more he changed with me. He started being cold. He would compare her to me, talk about what I'm not, and how much better she is than me. He mentioned being happier with her than with me. In one scene, I saw them holding hands together and she saw me and just started laughing at me while he completely ignored me. It was some hurtful stuff, and I woke up feeling like crap.
The next morning, i told him about the dream, he just said Wow. When coming over, he showed up with a nice bouquet of red roses, I asked him why am I getting flowers, he said Just because I'm pretty.
I know I'm not suppose to treat the dream like it's true, but I can't help myself. I'm dating a married man. I never realized how hurt I would be if he betrayed me in any way until the dream, we had an off day yesterday, I couldn't get it out of my head. looking at him I felt angry and still hurt. I want to get over it, but the more I think about it, I feel the need to put up a wall between us and just go back to when not much feelings was involve. He have always been honest with me about everything, but now that we're more emotionally involve, I feel like he would keep things from me so that he doesn't hurt me. I don't want that. I don't need him lying to me like his wife. What I always valued most from our relationship was honesty. Honesty because we had no reason at all to lie to each other.
When in a relationship, even for a long time I feel I need to put a wall up at all times and keep my guard up. I certainly did not do that with my last ex who took me on a 3 year emotional roller coaster ride. out of the 3 years we were only official for about 5 months. He did not believe on putting a title to what we had.
The closest thing I've had to a relationship since him is Mr.S
Yesterday, I had this weird but vivid dream about him "cheating" on me.
A little background info:
Him and his ex gf from college keep in touch. She lives in the area. She supposedly hurted him really bad from college and which was the reason they broke up. But they kind of rekindled their old love when I was seeing Mr.S for about 6 months. I didn't care, I barely knew the man. Around 1 year of seeing Mr.S he talked to me about how he had planned to leave his family to be with the ex gf. They were looking at places in NYC and the whole nine yard ( I still didn't care, I was in college and could have easily replaced him so I gave them my blessings lol). When he tried getting in contact with her to finalize things, she poofed. She eventually told him she's getting back with her ex, who proposed to her, and Mr.S said he's a lowlife but if thats what she wants then he let it be. His wife never knew that her husband was planning on leaving her, poor woman.
After relocating with Mr.S about 3 months into it, we were in his car going out to lunch and shopping, then I noticed an extra shirt in his car. I asked him why he have an extra shirt, he said he's having dinner with a friend. I asked a few more questions until he blurted out it's the ex gf. I asked if wifey know, he said no, she doesn't know they kept in touch. I felt very uneasy. My feelings have grown for him, and now he was meeting this girl who he was ready to leave his family for less than a year ago. I felt like I was in a vulnerable position, I just relocated, and now he's meeting up with his ex. I don't want to get stranded in this place by myself. This was one of the worse and most awkward dates we had. He knew I was mad, we had a weird lunch, went to a few stores, didn't shop for anything. before heading back to my place I stopped at a convenience store and got some condoms. I wanted him to know if he's going to be fucking his ex or anyone else I wanted to protect myself.
After trying to have sex, we gave up cause he couldn't get it up. We decided to talk, I told him how I felt, and he said The Ex isn't going to get back in his life. They're meeting up because she needs help with something, which I really think he's giving her money. I think he's always been giving her money whenever she asks. We talked and I felt a little better, and he told me more about his feelings for me, and not wanting to lose me, also said he'd give up talking to her if I wanted him to, which I didn't want him to do because I think he'd still do it behind my back. The ex gf eventually got married, he didn't attend.
Back to present: Here's my dream.
I had a very vivid dream about his ex and him getting together even after she got married. They started an affair similar to what me and him have. He hid it from me for a while but I eventually found out. I didn't make a fuss about it, i just let it be. we're not exactly exclusive so who cares. But the more he kept seeing her, the more he changed with me. He started being cold. He would compare her to me, talk about what I'm not, and how much better she is than me. He mentioned being happier with her than with me. In one scene, I saw them holding hands together and she saw me and just started laughing at me while he completely ignored me. It was some hurtful stuff, and I woke up feeling like crap.
The next morning, i told him about the dream, he just said Wow. When coming over, he showed up with a nice bouquet of red roses, I asked him why am I getting flowers, he said Just because I'm pretty.
I know I'm not suppose to treat the dream like it's true, but I can't help myself. I'm dating a married man. I never realized how hurt I would be if he betrayed me in any way until the dream, we had an off day yesterday, I couldn't get it out of my head. looking at him I felt angry and still hurt. I want to get over it, but the more I think about it, I feel the need to put up a wall between us and just go back to when not much feelings was involve. He have always been honest with me about everything, but now that we're more emotionally involve, I feel like he would keep things from me so that he doesn't hurt me. I don't want that. I don't need him lying to me like his wife. What I always valued most from our relationship was honesty. Honesty because we had no reason at all to lie to each other.
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Tell me a little about your background.
For the business meetings, I wore this really nice black dress, a little short and tight but not too inappropriate. I also wore this real nice beige blazer with it, had my Burberry scarf and a nice beige MK trench coat. Some nice black stilettos. My make up was well done, hair was perfect. When I stepped out in the living room, Mr.S couldn't stop starring at me. He said I was so well put together and looked absolutely gorgeous. Every which way I turned I felt his eyes on me. It turned me on a lot, I wanted to just jump on him but we had no time for that. He have been changing his wardrobe after I shopped for him for Christmas, wearing more of what I like on him (Wifey still haven't clued in) We looked like a power couple together, which is exactly what I want with my husband.
The business lunch was first, it was with a friend of his. The guy doesn't know about our arrangement except that I work for him. It was so hard not to flirt with him, hold his hands, wrap my arms around his. The guy was rambling on about his life, ex wife and shit. I was so over him, and my panties were soaked. I started playing with Mr.S legs under table, and sending him dirty texts. We had a few inside jokes, and sometimes would look at each other and just burst out laughing. His friend would look so clueless lol.
Our second meeting was with a guy that he was proposing a business deal to. It was in a conference room, just the three of us. We did an introduction where I got choked up lol. The guy asked me to tell him a little about my background. I mentioned school, an internship I did before Mr.S hired me, I couldn't come up with a good story line of how I met Mr.S so he took over lol. They both rambled on, while I tried to look interested. It really turned me on though to see my baby hard at work, and he def sold the guy on his idea to partner up for more biz.
Overall, it was a good start. We spoke about a storyline I can use to explain how we met and end up working together. He said he liked taking me with him, so maybe we will have more meetings together.
Sooooo glad it's the weekend, my BFF is visiting from home and we've been going crazy. We're hitting up the city tonight and about to have some crazy fun! Be safe All :)
The business lunch was first, it was with a friend of his. The guy doesn't know about our arrangement except that I work for him. It was so hard not to flirt with him, hold his hands, wrap my arms around his. The guy was rambling on about his life, ex wife and shit. I was so over him, and my panties were soaked. I started playing with Mr.S legs under table, and sending him dirty texts. We had a few inside jokes, and sometimes would look at each other and just burst out laughing. His friend would look so clueless lol.
Our second meeting was with a guy that he was proposing a business deal to. It was in a conference room, just the three of us. We did an introduction where I got choked up lol. The guy asked me to tell him a little about my background. I mentioned school, an internship I did before Mr.S hired me, I couldn't come up with a good story line of how I met Mr.S so he took over lol. They both rambled on, while I tried to look interested. It really turned me on though to see my baby hard at work, and he def sold the guy on his idea to partner up for more biz.
Overall, it was a good start. We spoke about a storyline I can use to explain how we met and end up working together. He said he liked taking me with him, so maybe we will have more meetings together.
Sooooo glad it's the weekend, my BFF is visiting from home and we've been going crazy. We're hitting up the city tonight and about to have some crazy fun! Be safe All :)
Friday, January 6, 2012
10 days till Vegas!
Going to Vegas in 10 days!!! Everyday I've been doing a crazy 2hr work out in the morning, a combination of Cardio and lifting. I've also been doing the Special K diet, eating a lot of fruits and veggies. I'm hoping to shed off a good 10 pounds before Vegas. I'm not a big girl, I weight about 125, and 5'3. I've put on a few pound. my ideal weight is 115. I need to work on my stomach really bad, I have the little bump that won't go away, in all seriousness I'm thinking about a little surgery in the future if I can't get rid of it.
Mr.S and I are doing great. I did some online shopping he spent about 2K in clothing for Vegas. I made a wish list, and he pulled out his card, I love it. I have two great websites I shop from and want to share. One is BostonProper.com They have more of a sophisticated look. I also shopped at hotmiamistyles.com They have more of the clubbing, skanky look lol. I love both and shopped from both.
We worked together for a few hours yesterday, had lunch, and had some amazing sex at my place. He got me this whipped cream lickable thing from Victoria's secret and he used it on me. It felt AMAZING! He spread my legs and just dived in like it was his dinner.
Today I'm going to a business meeting with him, first time, I'm really excited he's bringing me along. I'm suppose to me a marketing girl who works for him, I would have settled with just being his assistant. After that we have a business lunch with another guy, so I'm psyched he's letting me into his life more and introducing me to his people.
The pot SD I met up with, the one with the big belly, kind of flaked on me. I texted him after getting back, he sent me a text the next day, I texted him back and that's the last I heard from him. I really don't care because I'm doing great in the SD business, but I really need to put a little more time and work finding the second one.
Mr.S and I are doing great. I did some online shopping he spent about 2K in clothing for Vegas. I made a wish list, and he pulled out his card, I love it. I have two great websites I shop from and want to share. One is BostonProper.com They have more of a sophisticated look. I also shopped at hotmiamistyles.com They have more of the clubbing, skanky look lol. I love both and shopped from both.
We worked together for a few hours yesterday, had lunch, and had some amazing sex at my place. He got me this whipped cream lickable thing from Victoria's secret and he used it on me. It felt AMAZING! He spread my legs and just dived in like it was his dinner.
Today I'm going to a business meeting with him, first time, I'm really excited he's bringing me along. I'm suppose to me a marketing girl who works for him, I would have settled with just being his assistant. After that we have a business lunch with another guy, so I'm psyched he's letting me into his life more and introducing me to his people.
The pot SD I met up with, the one with the big belly, kind of flaked on me. I texted him after getting back, he sent me a text the next day, I texted him back and that's the last I heard from him. I really don't care because I'm doing great in the SD business, but I really need to put a little more time and work finding the second one.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
How to get a day off work
I showed up to Mr.S office with only a trench coat on and some stilettos.
He was very surprised, but loved it.
We teased around a bit made love and cuddled up on his big couch watching TV.
Then he mention taking the day off, had lunch, caught a movie. Finally saw the Girl with a Dragon Tattoo, I LOVED it!
Went back to my place after, hung out and had some fun under the sheets. Perfect day.
I really need to find a 'boo' for the winter season, someone after a great day like this can just take me out to dinner, then cuddle up with in bed all night. In search of someone to keep me warm during these upcoming winter nights.
He was very surprised, but loved it.
We teased around a bit made love and cuddled up on his big couch watching TV.
Then he mention taking the day off, had lunch, caught a movie. Finally saw the Girl with a Dragon Tattoo, I LOVED it!
Went back to my place after, hung out and had some fun under the sheets. Perfect day.
I really need to find a 'boo' for the winter season, someone after a great day like this can just take me out to dinner, then cuddle up with in bed all night. In search of someone to keep me warm during these upcoming winter nights.
Monday, January 2, 2012
I Hope you don't break my Heart.
My title is what Mr.S said to me last night to which my answer was
"You'll break mine first before I get to yours"
then he randomly replied....I love you.
was sweet but at the same time made me wonder. I feel an SB have so much more to lose than just a breaking heart when it comes time to say farewell. An SD will still be married, have his family and riches and just look for another.
On another note, I had a sucky New Years Eve, I had a family emergency, a sibling was in the hospital and I'm just glad he's alright and couldn't be anymore relieve.
I was away for 10 days, when I walked into my apartment I had 3 vases of red roses waiting for me and a note from Mr.S saying " welcome back" That melted my heart and was just the sweetest thing anyone's done for me in a while. He was there for me during my troubles dealing with my family emergency and have been very grateful.
After getting back, half an hr later he came over. He had to take care of some business work related, so I poured us some wine and chilled while he did some work. He rushed through it and then we had a heavy make out session. It felt so great, and before I knew it we were both naked. Went into the bedroom, I was dripping wet, and he's cock was the hardest I've ever seen. He slid it in me and the feeling was amazing. We made love at least 3 times, went through 2 bottles of wine, ate, smoked, and cuddled. It was more than perfect, I felt completely safe in his arms with all my troubles gone.
I missed it here, although I'm still worrying about my brother who was in the hospital, I'm going to try to have a good few days, get some sleep and rest. barely slept all weekend. I'm my brother's keeper and will do anything to keep him safe, some of my sugar is going towards him.
It's a New Year Ladies and Gents, Out with the old and in with the New :)
Hope everyone have a good luck with 2012, still looking for Mr. lucky #2.
"You'll break mine first before I get to yours"
then he randomly replied....I love you.
was sweet but at the same time made me wonder. I feel an SB have so much more to lose than just a breaking heart when it comes time to say farewell. An SD will still be married, have his family and riches and just look for another.
On another note, I had a sucky New Years Eve, I had a family emergency, a sibling was in the hospital and I'm just glad he's alright and couldn't be anymore relieve.
I was away for 10 days, when I walked into my apartment I had 3 vases of red roses waiting for me and a note from Mr.S saying " welcome back" That melted my heart and was just the sweetest thing anyone's done for me in a while. He was there for me during my troubles dealing with my family emergency and have been very grateful.
After getting back, half an hr later he came over. He had to take care of some business work related, so I poured us some wine and chilled while he did some work. He rushed through it and then we had a heavy make out session. It felt so great, and before I knew it we were both naked. Went into the bedroom, I was dripping wet, and he's cock was the hardest I've ever seen. He slid it in me and the feeling was amazing. We made love at least 3 times, went through 2 bottles of wine, ate, smoked, and cuddled. It was more than perfect, I felt completely safe in his arms with all my troubles gone.
I missed it here, although I'm still worrying about my brother who was in the hospital, I'm going to try to have a good few days, get some sleep and rest. barely slept all weekend. I'm my brother's keeper and will do anything to keep him safe, some of my sugar is going towards him.
It's a New Year Ladies and Gents, Out with the old and in with the New :)
Hope everyone have a good luck with 2012, still looking for Mr. lucky #2.
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