Quick Update!

Hey all!
Wow can't remember last time I wrote a post. I've been meaning to update you guys on my life but haven't had the time. Georgina emailed me and figured I'd write a post and update everyone. I'm so happy for her and her boyfriend, I hope I can have that some day!
Last post I wrote I had decided to make things official with my SD. We had the best month of our life..yes month. After we made things official the wife came around making him feel guilty about each thing he did. She wanted him back, and wanted to work things out. He was torn, and with 4 kids involve I guess he thought going back was the right thing to do. We started arguing a lot, the wife was calling me, and just became a lot of drama.  Things with us became very tense, so we ended up breaking up. After breaking up, he would come back around trying to see me without wanting to get back together, and I wasn't ok with that. I knew he started seeing a new girl--not an SB but just regular dating..and in between that many different hook ups and dominatrix. We kept in touch but I never hooked up with him, I still loved him and didn't want to be just another one of his girls. That's been going on for months..I've been dating some amazing men but i could not get over him. We've been broken up for about 5 months now, but lately he started texting me how he misses me, how I'm the love of his life, he wants to work things out and put a lot of it in the past to start fresh. I had agree to meet him for a drink last night-we caught up with things. He still look great and the attraction is still there. After having drinks with him I had a date with an SD, I obviously didn't tell him that. After the date with the pot SD(he reminds me of George from Seinfield--the way he talks lol but he's cute and only 44)..after the date I ended up at my exes door. He was home and his 4 kids were in bed. We chatted and flirted and yes I opened a can of worms--we made love and it was amazing. Must have done it 3 times, I was going to leave so his kids doesn't see me if they wake up but he wanted me to spend the night. It felt like old times sleeping with him..I did tell him I wanted to take things slow but I just wanted him so bad. I guess the girl that he's dating is in love with him, he said he's not in love with her, she's not me. I told him if he wants us back together there can't be anyone else involve. I don't know where things are going to go but I was seeing a guy and broke things up with him cause I wasn't interested and he was only keeping me busy which I felt bad about.

I have an Italian man who I met from Match and have been seeing. He's 39, hot!! divorce, no kids, great job. He's had to travel for work for at least 2 months in Europe. That was a problem with me but he said when he's back in town he won't have to travel much anymore so he wants to see where things can go with us. We have a great attraction, he's fun and take me out to the nicest places. He's definetly the safest option..but now my ex just randomly came back in the picture. I love my ex still, regardless of his baggage I still want to get back together with him. ..What do I do??

I have given up Sugar for awhile. My ex SD who live in NYC travels to Boston every month or so. He always take me to dinner we hook up and gives me sugar. I recently started getting back in the game. I met this guy who I've chatted with a lot before, he's a hot 58 yr old. Rich, of course, and very good looking. We didn't talk about an arrangement per say but he wants to mentor me and help me with my goals. We went to a  couple of networking events together, he's well known. He's married and traveling to CA and India for 2 months. We ended up hooking up before he left and left me with a good lump sum. He's back in January. Last night I met a pot who lives close to me, and looking for an SB. He had an SB for awhile until she had to move away. He's cute and really nice. I'd start something with him until I can figure where things will go between my ex and I.

This felt good getting it all off my chest! I'll take any advice :)

Xoxo

Sugar baby turned Trophy Girlfriend?

I made things official with Mr.S
I'm back at my place and it feels like a fresh and new start. When I came to my place, he had flowers waiting for me, he stocked up my fridge with all the food he knows I like, cleaned my bathroom, my room and kitchen. My place was spotless, and man I can get use to that!

We went a week without seeing each other since FL but decided to meet halfway a few days before new years. Went to the casino, saw Coldplay in concert for the second time. I arrived at the hotel first, and he came later...mind you we both drove through a snow storm lol. It's been a whole week without seeing him and I was like a puppy waiting for him to come. I opened up the door to our room, he walked in, dropped his belongings and I jumped on him with my legs wrapped around him. It was a beautiful moment, this whole time I've hated being away from him.
That night we made things official, I told him how I felt. I don't want a half ass relationship, I want him all in. I'm hoping his divorce doesn't take too long, I'm hoping maybe a year or less but that's wishful thinking. I'm hoping I have a ring sometime the end of 2013 lol I'm not getting younger
My main goal for 2013 is to get my start up off the ground. It's my main focus, and before anything happen between Mr.S and I I want to have my own money, I might not be as rich as him but I want to have some success as an entrepreneur so I can move on to bigger and better things.

I'm so proud of him. His new house is all set up. I love it..for a single dad but it's not my dream house lol. I have no intention of moving in anytime so yeah. We're trying to go from sugar to being a normal couple. He's still taking care of me, that's not gonna change. But there isn't a limit on days we see each other. He slept over at my place these past few nights and it was cute. But he's also giving me my space. basically no more having to hang during the days (unless we make plans) because he can just come home to me at night. I used to hate cramming in 2-3hrs to spend time together.  I'll start sleeping at his place too..just not now. I don't want his employees seeing me since he moved his office to his house. We're still us. Not much have changed. He's still and if not more loving. I'm head over heels and I hope things get better and better from here.
So many changes are happening, it's a new year, new goals, and I feel great that I'm starting it all with an amazing man who care about me in every aspect. I closed a big chapter in my life as a sugar baby..I'm starting a new one as a girlfriend..and hopefully I'll be closing that and starting one as a wife.

I'm happy for all the advice I've received here, the stories I've read, the girls I've shared so much with.
This is my last post, I'll take the blog off after a little while.
It's a New Year! Wish everyone good luck on their journey.