So I'm close to halfway done with this diet. I have to say it's been a hard 3 days.
I love food, and don't think I'll be doing this again. It's hard to watch much TV with all these advertisements going on. But overall, I feel glad I'm doing this, and i'll feel satisfied at the end.
My two dates didn't happen. One of the pots just flaked, the other one had the days messed up..wth.
He thought we were meeting Thursday instead of Tuesday. We're trying to meet up Friday..we'll see.
If not, I still don't mind pushing it back. Anything to keep me out of restaurants during my diet helps lol.
I was suppose to see Lawyer guy today but I rescheduled for next wednesday. I'm still not totally sure about him, but the last time we had a make out session it was really good so i kind of want to follow that and see. Mr finance is cut off. I don't chase men. He asked to see me, we were texting back and forth, then I asked him when would he like to, he never got back to me until a few days later. He randomly messaged me talking about the weather...I never replied back. I don't have the time for bullshit.
The doctor that i mentioned in my previous post that I met on EM, seemed alright. We talked about if he had an SB before and he said kinda. Turns out, he drives a $250,000 lamborghini...nice apt, cars, and everything else. He said he "took care" of his girlfriends. Eventho they were not SB's, he took care of them. I had my eyes wide open for that, he basically wants a hot girl to do things with, by driving around in his car, taking her out, that's his way of spoiling her. WTF. I have many men to do that with if I wanted to. I need someone to add VALUE to my life, I don't need to be anyone's girl to be shown off. I talked to him about my expectations and give him an idea of an allowance, he said that's not exactly what he had in mind. I even told him that I have bills, and such, which means that's where the allowance would be going, and he said no. What do I look like riding in his lamborghini and worrying about paying my student loans SMH!
I wouldn't have mind filling in as a girlfriend, but he told me about two past relationships, both 4 years, nothing came out of them. He's a guy who want to be a bachelor for a loooong time, and I don't need to waste my time knowing I'm in a relationship that won't go nowhere.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Day 2
I woke up to a sweet text from Mr.S
"Good morning beautiful, I miss you dreadfully. But I don't really miss the weed. <3"
Yeah he's a pothead, but a good one. He's a millionaire pothead lol. He used to smoke a lot more before he met me, so he always say I saved him from himself. He used to do a lot of dumb shit with his free time until he figured he could have an SB. I like knowing I'm a positive influence in his life. After all, that is what being an SB is about.
I have two dates today and I'm dreading both already. I have a guy I've been talking to, who's more of a dominant type. I really like that, because I need some balance since with Mr.S he's the submissive type. I need a man to take control haha. He seem pretty real, we agreed on an allowance. I think i might have lowball myself, but I read how some SB's make up for it by asking extra for rent and such. If this goes through with this pot, I'd be very happy.
I have a date with a different pot who I've been talking to and is finally in a business trip here. He's here for a little over a week. We plan on meeting for a drink and talk-I'm avoiding dinner dates-. He will start traveling here for business more and more so he want to start an arrangement and I told him if the first meet goes well I can be that girl. We haven't talked about an allowance, but will do so tonight.
I had a phone convo with the guy I talked about that I gave my number to about 2months ago from EM. He seemed like a genuine guy, the conversation started really well. We talked for awhile and somehow we started talking about sex. It was all good, we were talking about how we are in bed. THEN he started talking my ear off about what he likes, doesn't like, have done, haven't done. What he think is kinky. He gave me three different scenarios of kinky, after the third one I put him on hold, faked a call from my sister, and told him i had to go and will talk to him soon. I couldn't take it, it was uncomfortable. I'm not sure if I will meet him or not, but we'll see.
Worst week to be doing a no food diet. I'm thinking I might have a glass of wine at the dates, but not sure yet.
My diet is going well. all those juices are very filling. I'm suppose to have about 5 juices a day, I usually have an average of 3. I brought the 14 day diet book by the same author. It's suppose to be about introducing yourself to solid food after juicing for 7 days. I might not do it for the 14 days, because if I lose the average of 9-10lbs in 7 days, and most people lose about 11lbs with the 14day diet, i'd be...about 108lbs,...My goal is to be about 115-113, with my curves. I don't want to lose my little curves, my SD loves it.
"You've got to say, I think that if I keep working at this and want it badly enough I can have it. It's called perseverance".
"Good morning beautiful, I miss you dreadfully. But I don't really miss the weed. <3"
Yeah he's a pothead, but a good one. He's a millionaire pothead lol. He used to smoke a lot more before he met me, so he always say I saved him from himself. He used to do a lot of dumb shit with his free time until he figured he could have an SB. I like knowing I'm a positive influence in his life. After all, that is what being an SB is about.
I have two dates today and I'm dreading both already. I have a guy I've been talking to, who's more of a dominant type. I really like that, because I need some balance since with Mr.S he's the submissive type. I need a man to take control haha. He seem pretty real, we agreed on an allowance. I think i might have lowball myself, but I read how some SB's make up for it by asking extra for rent and such. If this goes through with this pot, I'd be very happy.
I have a date with a different pot who I've been talking to and is finally in a business trip here. He's here for a little over a week. We plan on meeting for a drink and talk-I'm avoiding dinner dates-. He will start traveling here for business more and more so he want to start an arrangement and I told him if the first meet goes well I can be that girl. We haven't talked about an allowance, but will do so tonight.
I had a phone convo with the guy I talked about that I gave my number to about 2months ago from EM. He seemed like a genuine guy, the conversation started really well. We talked for awhile and somehow we started talking about sex. It was all good, we were talking about how we are in bed. THEN he started talking my ear off about what he likes, doesn't like, have done, haven't done. What he think is kinky. He gave me three different scenarios of kinky, after the third one I put him on hold, faked a call from my sister, and told him i had to go and will talk to him soon. I couldn't take it, it was uncomfortable. I'm not sure if I will meet him or not, but we'll see.
Worst week to be doing a no food diet. I'm thinking I might have a glass of wine at the dates, but not sure yet.
My diet is going well. all those juices are very filling. I'm suppose to have about 5 juices a day, I usually have an average of 3. I brought the 14 day diet book by the same author. It's suppose to be about introducing yourself to solid food after juicing for 7 days. I might not do it for the 14 days, because if I lose the average of 9-10lbs in 7 days, and most people lose about 11lbs with the 14day diet, i'd be...about 108lbs,...My goal is to be about 115-113, with my curves. I don't want to lose my little curves, my SD loves it.
"You've got to say, I think that if I keep working at this and want it badly enough I can have it. It's called perseverance".
Monday, March 26, 2012
7 day dieting plan! Day ONE
Ok, this isn't really sugar related. I don't feel like starting a RL blog just for this, so I decided to post on here :) BUT I will update on the sugar life as well when I do have something to say.
With summer approaching, and being in the sugar world, We all want to look our best. Over this winter I have put on some weight that I really need to get rid off, detox my body and get a kick start to a healthier way of eating for the summer...but gosh I love BBQ's, hamburger, hot dogs, yumm! ok...
Well I purchased the Jason Vale-Juice master- lose 7lbs in 7days! on my iPad.
I've read a lot of different stories and figured it was legit, plus it only costed $7. If anyone have ever done it, please let's talk! I'm building up my support system for the upcoming days ahead.
The diet is all JUICING, and I've never juiced before but so far i'm liking the idea of it. 7 days can't be sooo hard right??? Since Mr.S is away for the week, this will keep me occupied and will not have dinner dates with anyone so I don't get tempted.
Today is day 1. I'm feeling energized. The first juice I had had wheatgrass in it and a few other things that made it taste like dirty stinky pond water...but I'm alive lol. It actually filled me up pretty good.
I'm about to head to the gym for a little over an hour of a work out, then continue on with the program.
Pots updates:
This guy on EM I talked to about a few months ago finally got to using my number and messaged me. He's a doctor and seemed really nice. He's 38...around there. From what I read on his profile it seems as if he's looking for more of a girlfriend ish situation. But my profile was straight up i'm looking for an SD. I wouldn't mind just dating him so we'll see. We plan on having a phone convo tonight. Maybe I'll get to asking him what happened the last 2 months that he never used my numb SMH.
I post sticky notes with different Quotations on my Fridge to keep me going so I will also post them on here.
"If you don't do what's best for your Body, you're the one who comes up on the short end"
With summer approaching, and being in the sugar world, We all want to look our best. Over this winter I have put on some weight that I really need to get rid off, detox my body and get a kick start to a healthier way of eating for the summer...but gosh I love BBQ's, hamburger, hot dogs, yumm! ok...
Well I purchased the Jason Vale-Juice master- lose 7lbs in 7days! on my iPad.
I've read a lot of different stories and figured it was legit, plus it only costed $7. If anyone have ever done it, please let's talk! I'm building up my support system for the upcoming days ahead.
The diet is all JUICING, and I've never juiced before but so far i'm liking the idea of it. 7 days can't be sooo hard right??? Since Mr.S is away for the week, this will keep me occupied and will not have dinner dates with anyone so I don't get tempted.
Today is day 1. I'm feeling energized. The first juice I had had wheatgrass in it and a few other things that made it taste like dirty stinky pond water...but I'm alive lol. It actually filled me up pretty good.
I'm about to head to the gym for a little over an hour of a work out, then continue on with the program.
Pots updates:
This guy on EM I talked to about a few months ago finally got to using my number and messaged me. He's a doctor and seemed really nice. He's 38...around there. From what I read on his profile it seems as if he's looking for more of a girlfriend ish situation. But my profile was straight up i'm looking for an SD. I wouldn't mind just dating him so we'll see. We plan on having a phone convo tonight. Maybe I'll get to asking him what happened the last 2 months that he never used my numb SMH.
I post sticky notes with different Quotations on my Fridge to keep me going so I will also post them on here.
"If you don't do what's best for your Body, you're the one who comes up on the short end"
Friday, March 23, 2012
Emotions.
I had two handy men in my apt today putting together, my desk office, my dining set, entertainment center, and few other things. I went for a more contemporary look, fresh, young, and girly, I love everything so far. The two men, they were both older. One was white, the other was black. I personally don't deal with many men who do hard labor or work in that field. Deep down my heart kind of ache for both but mostly for the black man. They were both very nice and professionals. I guess the black guy was more of his assistant, which was pretty obvious. He was short, and just a really nice guy. When talking to me he would barely look me straight in the eye, he would at times look up then stare at the floor. In my head I thought maybe he was just shy, or he felt less superior. I try to make everyone I come in interaction with comfortable and feel welcome. I did also notice, when Mr.S came in while they were working, the white guy, who I guess was the one he spoke with on the phone, he went over and shook his hand, and didn't reach out to the other guy. Not saying anything but it did cross my mind. The closest Mr.S have been to a black person is with me lol. He has no close relationships whatsoever with any other black person. Which I thought was cool, since we make a good match, so who knew. When the guys were done, the charge was 180, for close to 3hrs worth of work. That is some cheap labor, even Mr.S discussed that with me, saying he thought they would charge at least 300. That's what I thought too. The whole situation had my stomach turn, I felt a little uneasy. Emotions.
I took my mind off of the situation by doing some cleaning with Mr.S and then opened a bottle of wine to relax. Last time seeing him till beginning of April. Somehow I thought he would try to spend every minute he had that was available but turned out differently. When he comes over, he doesn't leave until about 4, sometimes 5 in the afternoon. Unless we don't have much plan then he leave around 3. We hung out, and had some incredible sex, cuddled a bit and talked. Then he said he was gonna go, I looked at the time and it was only like 2. I wasn't mad but I was a little puzzled. Why wouldn't he want to spend more time with me, knowing we won't be seeing each other for a whole week. I might be the only SB who complains about my SD not spending enough time with me lol. Well, that's when I put my Emotions in check. When I'm not happy about something or a situation I get kind of quiet. He did notice that, before leaving he asked if everything was ok. I just said yeah (my voice cracked a little). After leaving he texted me asking again, I said everything was fine. I don't need the unnecessary drama, or having to explain to him how I feel and shit. Like I said, in this type of relationship, sometimes you have to think hard before speaking so that you make sure you keep your emotions in check.
I guess today was one of those days.
I recently posted about the 50yr guy who came back into my life. Well, we went on a second date..It was a nice date but his age puzzled me a bit. Every story he have told me and when he mentioned his age, it just doesn't all add up. So I asked him straight up, how old is he. He said alright, showed me his license. it said 1945..pulled out my phone calculator lol (was never good at math) turns out he's 66, going on 67!!!!
I always kind of thought he looked a little older, but never looked into it. His profile said he was 53, so that's what I thought. I felt a little deceived. Our "friendship" never went far, most I've given him was a peck and a lot of hugs lol. I know for sure I don't want to IRL date someone this much older, unless he's willing to take on the SD role, he might not see me anymore. What would you ladies do?
He's a nice guy, if I can't have him as an SD, will think about keeping him as a friend..I love his boat, and his dog!
I took my mind off of the situation by doing some cleaning with Mr.S and then opened a bottle of wine to relax. Last time seeing him till beginning of April. Somehow I thought he would try to spend every minute he had that was available but turned out differently. When he comes over, he doesn't leave until about 4, sometimes 5 in the afternoon. Unless we don't have much plan then he leave around 3. We hung out, and had some incredible sex, cuddled a bit and talked. Then he said he was gonna go, I looked at the time and it was only like 2. I wasn't mad but I was a little puzzled. Why wouldn't he want to spend more time with me, knowing we won't be seeing each other for a whole week. I might be the only SB who complains about my SD not spending enough time with me lol. Well, that's when I put my Emotions in check. When I'm not happy about something or a situation I get kind of quiet. He did notice that, before leaving he asked if everything was ok. I just said yeah (my voice cracked a little). After leaving he texted me asking again, I said everything was fine. I don't need the unnecessary drama, or having to explain to him how I feel and shit. Like I said, in this type of relationship, sometimes you have to think hard before speaking so that you make sure you keep your emotions in check.
I guess today was one of those days.
I recently posted about the 50yr guy who came back into my life. Well, we went on a second date..It was a nice date but his age puzzled me a bit. Every story he have told me and when he mentioned his age, it just doesn't all add up. So I asked him straight up, how old is he. He said alright, showed me his license. it said 1945..pulled out my phone calculator lol (was never good at math) turns out he's 66, going on 67!!!!
I always kind of thought he looked a little older, but never looked into it. His profile said he was 53, so that's what I thought. I felt a little deceived. Our "friendship" never went far, most I've given him was a peck and a lot of hugs lol. I know for sure I don't want to IRL date someone this much older, unless he's willing to take on the SD role, he might not see me anymore. What would you ladies do?
He's a nice guy, if I can't have him as an SD, will think about keeping him as a friend..I love his boat, and his dog!
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Blahhhh
I had a date with a pot. It's been a while. I wish I had told him right off what my expectations are before meeting. He was a nice guy, a bit of a looker, he told me he had about 2 sb's before so I figured he had experience. Dinner was nice, soon as I walked in and saw him, he said I looked like I walked out of a magazine cover, awww nice compliment. We had good chemistry, up until we kind of talked about an allowance. I told him ideally I'm looking for something like 3K a month with someone I can see about 3-4 times a month..am I wrong? a lot of guys lately seem to think that's a lot. Compared to what my SD give me now I think I'm lowballing lol. He told me the girls he was with, he really just helped them with bills and when they needed help with things. When he heard the allowance I asked for, he said Wow and didn't have much of a good reaction. Oh well. A lot of pots doesn't understand having an SB is a luxury. Just because you make about 200k a year doesn't mean you have disposable income to spend on an SB.
Most of my furniture is in. My bedroom set is so beautiful! Love it. A handy man is coming to put together the rest of the furniture. My SD have a handy man that helped me out before, who also do work at his home. He doesn't think he want him to do this job because he's also doing work for wifey at their house at the moment ...so weird. I don't really think that's the reason. The handy man was hitting on me last time and he even asked him personally about me and he wasn't really ok with it. The guy have been at his home doing work and told him to tell me he said hi, lol crazy. I knew he felt a little jealous.
I don't care who does it, I just want my place to look beautiful. With the weather getting so nice, I really want my convertible. I know he said we need to chill it with the expenses for a few months, but by end of April I need my car lol. I want to enjoy it as much as I can with the nice weather.
He goes away this weekend coming up. Buying some cute lingerie and having a bubble bath, plus more, for him on Friday. Giving him something good to remember while he's away for the week. I have a few men (regular dating) to make plans with and juggle. Maybe I'll set up a few dates with some pots..well maybe not...This guy sent me a long message with this a part of it:
"If you are interested in seeing a pic, just write me back. I am happy to share. If you are one of those ladies that really enjoys looking at penis pics, then I have just what you are looking for. I've got all the standard penis glamour shots..you know...pics of my penis in a little tuxedo, in a superman cape, and my favorite..wearing a little sombrero standing next to a shot of tequila and a lime wedge....just imagine where I put the ring of salt.....I bet that got your attention...hahahahaha"
I really don't know how they come up with this stuff.
Most of my furniture is in. My bedroom set is so beautiful! Love it. A handy man is coming to put together the rest of the furniture. My SD have a handy man that helped me out before, who also do work at his home. He doesn't think he want him to do this job because he's also doing work for wifey at their house at the moment ...so weird. I don't really think that's the reason. The handy man was hitting on me last time and he even asked him personally about me and he wasn't really ok with it. The guy have been at his home doing work and told him to tell me he said hi, lol crazy. I knew he felt a little jealous.
I don't care who does it, I just want my place to look beautiful. With the weather getting so nice, I really want my convertible. I know he said we need to chill it with the expenses for a few months, but by end of April I need my car lol. I want to enjoy it as much as I can with the nice weather.
He goes away this weekend coming up. Buying some cute lingerie and having a bubble bath, plus more, for him on Friday. Giving him something good to remember while he's away for the week. I have a few men (regular dating) to make plans with and juggle. Maybe I'll set up a few dates with some pots..well maybe not...This guy sent me a long message with this a part of it:
"If you are interested in seeing a pic, just write me back. I am happy to share. If you are one of those ladies that really enjoys looking at penis pics, then I have just what you are looking for. I've got all the standard penis glamour shots..you know...pics of my penis in a little tuxedo, in a superman cape, and my favorite..wearing a little sombrero standing next to a shot of tequila and a lime wedge....just imagine where I put the ring of salt.....I bet that got your attention...hahahahaha"
I really don't know how they come up with this stuff.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Luck of the Irish?
Lately I've felt like my life has gotten a bit out of control. My SD is going away with his family for vacation the end of March and I sometime find myself looking forward to that and at times not so much. I see him about 3 days a week so that's a lot of free time for me to just maybe relax. I was suppose to go away with 2 girlfriends for spring break but that didn't work out for me cause the hotel they got was already book. Last minute decision on my part.
I'm still dating the lawyer guy, today will be our 3rd date. I haven't had sex with him but I really want to, but not sure I should. On the last date we had a heavy make out session, I got very wet from it i loved the way he was holding me really tight and there was so much passion there. I know not every lawyer make a lot of money, he might fall into that category. I'm trying to get a good feel for him, he drives a Chevy truck, i understand he have two daughters. I brought up a conversation about his car, and it turns out thats his only car. He wear a Movado watch, nice watch, but still. Last clue, we went out to dinner, he had to split a check that was less than $50, between 2 credit cards. I heard him kind of mumbling to the waiter, "for financial reasons". I like him, and ideally I'm not looking for nothing serious but if it was to turn into more I'd like to know I'm with a guy thats financially secure to take care of his daughters and also our kids if we started a family.
Mr.Finance, the other guy I've been seeing. He might be getting cut off slowly. He barely keep in touch, I know he's probably busy with work but to me that's no excuse when you're dating somebody and trying to get to know them. We text, conversation is dry, but when we're together he can't shut his trap lol. He talk soooo much. I'm not sure if I want to take things further with him yet.
An old flame came back into my life yesterday. He's this 50 yr old guy I was dating (non sugary) for about a month. i met him off a sugar website but just ended up dating. It was weird. But he did give me gifts, a few Tiffany necklaces, took me shopping, he owns a huge yacht, I used to go to the cape with him during the summer. I love his dog, the first dog i've gotten along with, i missed her. He texted me saying he's been thinking about me, funny thing the night before my gf and I was talking about him. We ended up going out to dinner, he look so much better than 6 months ago. He picked me up in his new Benz, his garage is full with luxury cars. Dinner went great, we caught up on things. He asked if I have vacation time from work cause he have to do some travel and would like me to come. I might go, I need a break from my SD. Before making decisions I want to date him and see how things are first. I somehow felt happy to hear from him. Maybe this time around things will be good for us.
I've been talking to a few pots, but nothing's happening with them yet. I have a date this week. This guy from one of the site bluntly said he wanted to take me to dinner, we exchanged a few emails and figured why not. Tomorrow, I have a date with him in the city. He picked a very nice restaurant so i'm looking forward to it. He might turn out to be a great SD..
Friday, March 9, 2012
What the F is your deal???
Mr.S and I spent the weirdest 45mns of cuddling yesterday...
We spent about 2 hrs in bed, doing the dirty, did it three times, and it was amazing. Then we went on to discuss my furniture. I already purchased a bed set, mattress and sofa with him. I wanted to get the dining set, entertainment center and everything else online. I made a wish list on a great site I found which came up to a little over 5K. Hey, his fault. He sent me online shopping without a budget lol. I found everything from a wine cabinet (which is so lovely) to a bunch of other stuff. I showed him everything I got and the total, and he went totally silent on me. I told him he should have given me a budget, but he kept saying he doesn't have one, then I'm thinking WTF is your problem.
He said the past few weeks have been bad with business, but that's nothing because when he does well, he does WELL. The whole thing got weird, I felt like he was thinking about it pretty hard. He finally gave me a talk about how he wasn't set to spend 10K on re decorating, how for the next few months he's going to have to be a little tight on sugar with me as far as shopping and stuff we do. He made it seem like he spent this amount of money on me shopping every month which is rarely the case. I gave him a piece of my mind.
He also had the nerve to say, it's no that I don't have the money, it's just a lot of money. I made him feel like a complete arse and he came back around apologizing to me and of course paying for everything :) *batting my eyelashes* hehe.
After he left I head to the gym, had a great work out cause I had some anger on me. I had a date with Mr.S' twin, let's give him a name...hmmm...Mr.Finance..? yes. he owns his own finance business.
He came over to pick me up, I wasn't ready so i invited him up. We had a glass of wine together and talked. Then we headed out to dinner, we went to this nice sushi place, had a scorpion bowl together and ate a hell lot of sushi. It was still early so we decided to go to D&B right after. he have never been there so he was psyched. we had a drink at the bar, I bought us a card to play (I didn't have to, but he was pulling out his wallet everywhere I didn't want to make him pay for everything). He got us drinks and we played a bunch of games, he got so into it! He was having the time of his life and I was too. I got a little tipsy lol. He was holding my hand while we walk around and was hugging up on me, it felt nice. I haven't dated someone in awhile where it got to that point and was ok with it. It felt good, and real, not like when I'm with Mr.S. We did not have people looking at us weird, we seemed like a couple, a normal couple, I've missed that feeling.
We went back to my place after, I told him he should come up and hang out. we were cuddling on my couch watching tv. We made out a lot, not once did he try to do more than that and I was glad. he was a perfect gentleman. I was laying on him, holding hands, he was giving me kisses over and over, it was sweet. I could see myself with him, but only thing I don't like about him, he works soooo much and sometimes long hours. He's 31, and in a way I guess he's still establishing himself, although I think he's pretty successful. He's 6'4, I'm 5'3 lol. I took off my heels when we got back to my place and he went WoaW lol. I was up to his belly haha. But I like tall men.
Lawyer man, the 40 yr old with 2 daughters. We had a date the day before but he cancelled cause he was too sick. We chatted over the phone and rescheduled for Sunday night. This will be our second date, he seem like a great guy and he's funny and charming and good looking. I'm psyched to see him again.
I'd love to turn one of them into an SD or just have one of them take care of me, while I keep one as a possible ex-husband material..hmmm lol. Ideally I really want two SD's and one great guy in my life I can casually date and when I'm ready to take that step with him, get out of the sugar bowl and live happily ever after???
We spent about 2 hrs in bed, doing the dirty, did it three times, and it was amazing. Then we went on to discuss my furniture. I already purchased a bed set, mattress and sofa with him. I wanted to get the dining set, entertainment center and everything else online. I made a wish list on a great site I found which came up to a little over 5K. Hey, his fault. He sent me online shopping without a budget lol. I found everything from a wine cabinet (which is so lovely) to a bunch of other stuff. I showed him everything I got and the total, and he went totally silent on me. I told him he should have given me a budget, but he kept saying he doesn't have one, then I'm thinking WTF is your problem.
He said the past few weeks have been bad with business, but that's nothing because when he does well, he does WELL. The whole thing got weird, I felt like he was thinking about it pretty hard. He finally gave me a talk about how he wasn't set to spend 10K on re decorating, how for the next few months he's going to have to be a little tight on sugar with me as far as shopping and stuff we do. He made it seem like he spent this amount of money on me shopping every month which is rarely the case. I gave him a piece of my mind.
He also had the nerve to say, it's no that I don't have the money, it's just a lot of money. I made him feel like a complete arse and he came back around apologizing to me and of course paying for everything :) *batting my eyelashes* hehe.
After he left I head to the gym, had a great work out cause I had some anger on me. I had a date with Mr.S' twin, let's give him a name...hmmm...Mr.Finance..? yes. he owns his own finance business.
He came over to pick me up, I wasn't ready so i invited him up. We had a glass of wine together and talked. Then we headed out to dinner, we went to this nice sushi place, had a scorpion bowl together and ate a hell lot of sushi. It was still early so we decided to go to D&B right after. he have never been there so he was psyched. we had a drink at the bar, I bought us a card to play (I didn't have to, but he was pulling out his wallet everywhere I didn't want to make him pay for everything). He got us drinks and we played a bunch of games, he got so into it! He was having the time of his life and I was too. I got a little tipsy lol. He was holding my hand while we walk around and was hugging up on me, it felt nice. I haven't dated someone in awhile where it got to that point and was ok with it. It felt good, and real, not like when I'm with Mr.S. We did not have people looking at us weird, we seemed like a couple, a normal couple, I've missed that feeling.
We went back to my place after, I told him he should come up and hang out. we were cuddling on my couch watching tv. We made out a lot, not once did he try to do more than that and I was glad. he was a perfect gentleman. I was laying on him, holding hands, he was giving me kisses over and over, it was sweet. I could see myself with him, but only thing I don't like about him, he works soooo much and sometimes long hours. He's 31, and in a way I guess he's still establishing himself, although I think he's pretty successful. He's 6'4, I'm 5'3 lol. I took off my heels when we got back to my place and he went WoaW lol. I was up to his belly haha. But I like tall men.
Lawyer man, the 40 yr old with 2 daughters. We had a date the day before but he cancelled cause he was too sick. We chatted over the phone and rescheduled for Sunday night. This will be our second date, he seem like a great guy and he's funny and charming and good looking. I'm psyched to see him again.
I'd love to turn one of them into an SD or just have one of them take care of me, while I keep one as a possible ex-husband material..hmmm lol. Ideally I really want two SD's and one great guy in my life I can casually date and when I'm ready to take that step with him, get out of the sugar bowl and live happily ever after???
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Daydreaming...
I feel like I've abandoned my blog and my readers a little. I've been so busy, doing what exactly? I have NO idea. Well, i'm going to the gym a lot, still trying to redecorate, all my furniture is to be delivered sometime next week. I will have a maid come clean my apt top to bottom and clean off some the furniture that I was renting before sending them back. I've kind of put searching for a new car on hold for the moment, just have too much on my plate. Overall life is good, but it can always be better :) I'm still searching for a second SD. I've had two dates last week, one guy was more of a P4P, the second one couldn't match up my allowance. He got really drunk during our date, he had to sit in his car in the mall parking lot before driving back. I lived a few mns away and no wary I was going to invite him to hang out at my place. He blurted out his income which was 150K combined with his wife -_-
Mr.S and I are still on great terms. We spent yesterday together, went out to dinner, went to a Wrestling show with great seats, grabbed some dessert and spent the night together. Today he had to leave early he's interviewing for a CEO position for a different company aside from having his own. The man know how to chase his paper. He had the nerve to ask me last night if I would be with him if he lost all his money! I said are you losing your money??? A fellow SB told me to ask him if he would still spoil me if I stopped sleeping with him lol. I love the man, but I don't owe him nothing. If he couldn't support me anymore, I'd keep in touch but it would be time to move on. That's a question he need to ask his wife, not me. I did not stand in a church and said i'd be with you for richer or poorer LOL. I realized he's the only man I've been sleeping with for the past 7months....the guy is amazing in bed BUT I need to explore and not get hung up on him.
I'm talking to two regular guys right now, The lawyer guy who's 40. He's a sweetheart, we have a date plan this week. Then there's Mr.S' twin(guy I think is a lot like mr.s but not an SD), who I've had one date with but I'm not sure where that's going to go. He seem so busy with his work and a little dull. I'm not totally crossing him off yet but we'll see.
I've thought about this a lot this past week, but I'm thinking when I'm done with Mr.S whenever that is lol I think i will step out of the sugar bowl. Finding another SD like Mr.S seem impossible or anyone close to him. I have my degree and experiences, it might be time to put that to work when I'm done with him. Don't get me wrong, I still want the finer things in life. But I think I'd lean towards finding a rich boyfriend, someone I can have a normal relationship with...marriage? possibly.
Mr.S and I are still on great terms. We spent yesterday together, went out to dinner, went to a Wrestling show with great seats, grabbed some dessert and spent the night together. Today he had to leave early he's interviewing for a CEO position for a different company aside from having his own. The man know how to chase his paper. He had the nerve to ask me last night if I would be with him if he lost all his money! I said are you losing your money??? A fellow SB told me to ask him if he would still spoil me if I stopped sleeping with him lol. I love the man, but I don't owe him nothing. If he couldn't support me anymore, I'd keep in touch but it would be time to move on. That's a question he need to ask his wife, not me. I did not stand in a church and said i'd be with you for richer or poorer LOL. I realized he's the only man I've been sleeping with for the past 7months....the guy is amazing in bed BUT I need to explore and not get hung up on him.
I'm talking to two regular guys right now, The lawyer guy who's 40. He's a sweetheart, we have a date plan this week. Then there's Mr.S' twin(guy I think is a lot like mr.s but not an SD), who I've had one date with but I'm not sure where that's going to go. He seem so busy with his work and a little dull. I'm not totally crossing him off yet but we'll see.
I've thought about this a lot this past week, but I'm thinking when I'm done with Mr.S whenever that is lol I think i will step out of the sugar bowl. Finding another SD like Mr.S seem impossible or anyone close to him. I have my degree and experiences, it might be time to put that to work when I'm done with him. Don't get me wrong, I still want the finer things in life. But I think I'd lean towards finding a rich boyfriend, someone I can have a normal relationship with...marriage? possibly.
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