I literally just got off the phone with eHarmony to get a refund. I expected the site to be a little different, well to at least give me the option to do my own search instead of sending me matches from Canada and men who are in the early 20's when I specifically set my profile for something different. I'm not going to bash it but maybe down the line I'll try it again. I was so happy I cancelled just in time and got a full refund back! The telemarketer tried selling me more months to stay on there but I had my mind set to get my money back. GeorginaSB I'm so happy it's working for you, lucky woman! It wasn't doing it for me. With winter coming, my head keep thinking it's "cuffing season". I would love to have a guy near me who can sleep over and cuddle up with during the cold winter nights..but gosh I'm so picky..and a bit hung up on Mr.S
Mr.S finally realized that the past 2 months we've had a case of the "blahs". I knew it but didn't bring it up cause I was focused on other things and if he wanted to make plans to do more with me he would. So supposedly he wants to get us back to our old self. Yesterday he proposed an impromptu trip to the city, to shop and have dinner. It changed into going to a cigar shop and dinner. I love the cigar shop- always good looking men in there and I have fun with him smoking it up. I kind of wanted to go shopping but he postponed it for next time...waaahhh.
I've joined Misstravel..have anyone have any luck on there?? I joined not because I'm looking for an SD, but traveling is one of my passions. I have the time and if I get some really good trip offers I'm up for it. I wouldn't mind a long distance non-committal relationship with someone that I get to travel with.
I'm turning 24 in February, I'm dreading it already!!! My sis that recently got married was 25...So I NEED to have a love interest sometime after my birthday, nothing serious but something.
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
All or Nothing
Hello my lovelies ;)
I hope the sugar world is treating everyone well.
I've been away but haven't been up to much besides working, dieting, and other shenanigans.
I'm still with My main guy..although things seem blah lately. I live for adventure, last time we went away together was over a month ago...and since then we also haven't spend a night together aside from seeing each other during the day. I'd rather we have some great plans like a concert/ game.. something worth it.
I've been feeling stressed with friends, and everything else going on. But, nothing to hold me down.
Giving up the sugar search is one of the best decisions I've made, I'm budgeting a lot better, and the time I used to spend on those sites I'm using towards better things. Even when Mr.S and I get into a mini fit, looking for someone else on the side isn't the first thing that comes to mind.
I've recently joined collar me.com NOT because I'm looking for an SD lol..I thought Mr.S would be on there since he's a sub. There's a profile that seems like it might be him but it hasn't been active for 2 months. A part of me really wants to experience the Dom/sub field. I used to with Mr.S in the past and I learned so much and did a lot and wanted to take it further. But me and him had a few minor bumps in our arrangement when it came to allowance/gift..And as much as I wanted to practice D/s with him, he didn't seem he was wiling to add on anything extra to my lifestyle. I know Doms get tributes for their work, and the funny thing is I didn't ask him to up my allowance or anything. Just thought we would have an understanding since i'm going out of my element and outside of an arrangement we've had for 2 yrs to please you in other ways you like, I'm expecting if I need something outside from what you already provide it won't be a problem..but nooo. After he made a big deal about something that happened in April, since then it's been back to normal vanilla sex. You can't expect me to provide you with extra if you're telling me "I didn't sign up for these extras" when it comes to buying me something I want once in awhile. And gosh being a dom is hella work lmfao. I mean I love it because you are totally cared for and attended to. But it's still work. Mr.S also seem to never be able to please me other ways a sub should. If I proclaim a "me" day and send you a list of what that day enlist, you, as my sub should be able to take care of everything on the list. I think he's only in for the bedroom part of it..it's all or nothing babe. I intentionally tease him on text, I would send him wild and sexy dom/sub scenarios lol and get him all hot. I feel like when he's at my place he's secretly hoping I pull out my whips/chains and collar haha, it's too funny messing with him.
I'm going to post more and although I've never used my blog to give advice..I think it's a good idea to spread some of my wisdom (jk) but really..I appreciate all the emails I get and If anyone have any topics they want me to cover, please let me know.
Xoxo
I hope the sugar world is treating everyone well.
I've been away but haven't been up to much besides working, dieting, and other shenanigans.
I'm still with My main guy..although things seem blah lately. I live for adventure, last time we went away together was over a month ago...and since then we also haven't spend a night together aside from seeing each other during the day. I'd rather we have some great plans like a concert/ game.. something worth it.
I've been feeling stressed with friends, and everything else going on. But, nothing to hold me down.
Giving up the sugar search is one of the best decisions I've made, I'm budgeting a lot better, and the time I used to spend on those sites I'm using towards better things. Even when Mr.S and I get into a mini fit, looking for someone else on the side isn't the first thing that comes to mind.
I've recently joined collar me.com NOT because I'm looking for an SD lol..I thought Mr.S would be on there since he's a sub. There's a profile that seems like it might be him but it hasn't been active for 2 months. A part of me really wants to experience the Dom/sub field. I used to with Mr.S in the past and I learned so much and did a lot and wanted to take it further. But me and him had a few minor bumps in our arrangement when it came to allowance/gift..And as much as I wanted to practice D/s with him, he didn't seem he was wiling to add on anything extra to my lifestyle. I know Doms get tributes for their work, and the funny thing is I didn't ask him to up my allowance or anything. Just thought we would have an understanding since i'm going out of my element and outside of an arrangement we've had for 2 yrs to please you in other ways you like, I'm expecting if I need something outside from what you already provide it won't be a problem..but nooo. After he made a big deal about something that happened in April, since then it's been back to normal vanilla sex. You can't expect me to provide you with extra if you're telling me "I didn't sign up for these extras" when it comes to buying me something I want once in awhile. And gosh being a dom is hella work lmfao. I mean I love it because you are totally cared for and attended to. But it's still work. Mr.S also seem to never be able to please me other ways a sub should. If I proclaim a "me" day and send you a list of what that day enlist, you, as my sub should be able to take care of everything on the list. I think he's only in for the bedroom part of it..it's all or nothing babe. I intentionally tease him on text, I would send him wild and sexy dom/sub scenarios lol and get him all hot. I feel like when he's at my place he's secretly hoping I pull out my whips/chains and collar haha, it's too funny messing with him.
I'm going to post more and although I've never used my blog to give advice..I think it's a good idea to spread some of my wisdom (jk) but really..I appreciate all the emails I get and If anyone have any topics they want me to cover, please let me know.
Xoxo
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
The Blues
For the past week and half I've been on the Dukan diet..this will be the last diet that I follow unless it's weight watchers or one of those where you're provided with the food you need. I HATE cooking. This diet had me cooking and I did not like it. I'm at a good weight but want to shed an extra 5 pounds...I'm not sure if i'm going to continue with it because my body is not accepting it well...or maybe i'm just depressed. Today I felt like I was having an anxiety attack..an out of body experience..have anyone felt that way before? I was really freaked. I've been hanging out in my apt a bit too much lately and have just been bumming watching movies but it help with keeping up with my diet. When I'm out I tend to eat and drink too much. I think it's also making me a bit depress..my experience this morning was weird. then I started over thinking and felt high and 'not there'. I started breaking down a little and took my ass to Starbucks to do some work and blog.
On a better note..Mr.S have been back from vacation, he went off at me since I didn't give him my undivided attention during his time away. Ignoring him ruined his time away..I know wtf. Saw him yesterday, and we went at it. I was so horny, this is the longest I've been without sex for awhile. Sad, but i played it over and over again in my head of how it would happen when we see each other. I hate doing that because I usually end up a bit disappointed since I put my expectations so high. The first round started good, the kissing was breathtaking. He had his tongue all the way down my throat and I couldn't help but wrap my legs around him. When the sex part came, it wasn't all that amazing with him on top so I switched up and got on top. It felt better but not great. The second round was so so. The third round was what I was waiting for this whole time. He fucked me real good, and then made love to me. He whispered how much he missed me and a lot of sweet stuff, he even had me screaming his name- that good. For some reason right after that I was wanting more. I'm not sure if he had it in him to go for a 4th round..I wasn't sure I wanted to give him a 4th round either. I figured I'm seeing him in a few days so it can wait till then.
I haven't seen Mr. Cardiologist for over a week but might this weekend...I've realized I literally can't keep a man in my life. I chase everyone away. I keep them for a month or less and then they're gone. I always find something wrong with them or they don't exactly meet my standards. I need to get back on the dating scene. Not sure I want to pay for eHarmony yet but I do have a profile for when I'm ready for that serious boyfriend. I think I will try the free dating websites and get a few hook ups..or not.
This dude I met on one of those sites had a few dates with me during LAST winter, and he randomly texted me about 'i like your new FB pic' - we're friends on FB. He totally stopped talking to me which I suspect is because I didn't put out on our second date. I was the last one to text him before we stopped talking...I asked him why didn't he text me back 5 months ago and his excuse was he didn't get the text.. Fuck Off! I said nothing else to him. I thought he was hot and was going to put out on the 3rd date but noooo he couldn't wait lol. Pig.
I need something to live me up a little. I think I miss the hunt for sugar. Not sure, but deff missing something. I need to get lost in a good book, any recommendations?
I'm going to finish up this week, get rid of the negativity that's taking over me, and re-evaluate my future plans.. I'm going to blog more, and change up my page a little. A lot more coming my babies stay tune.
On a better note..Mr.S have been back from vacation, he went off at me since I didn't give him my undivided attention during his time away. Ignoring him ruined his time away..I know wtf. Saw him yesterday, and we went at it. I was so horny, this is the longest I've been without sex for awhile. Sad, but i played it over and over again in my head of how it would happen when we see each other. I hate doing that because I usually end up a bit disappointed since I put my expectations so high. The first round started good, the kissing was breathtaking. He had his tongue all the way down my throat and I couldn't help but wrap my legs around him. When the sex part came, it wasn't all that amazing with him on top so I switched up and got on top. It felt better but not great. The second round was so so. The third round was what I was waiting for this whole time. He fucked me real good, and then made love to me. He whispered how much he missed me and a lot of sweet stuff, he even had me screaming his name- that good. For some reason right after that I was wanting more. I'm not sure if he had it in him to go for a 4th round..I wasn't sure I wanted to give him a 4th round either. I figured I'm seeing him in a few days so it can wait till then.
I haven't seen Mr. Cardiologist for over a week but might this weekend...I've realized I literally can't keep a man in my life. I chase everyone away. I keep them for a month or less and then they're gone. I always find something wrong with them or they don't exactly meet my standards. I need to get back on the dating scene. Not sure I want to pay for eHarmony yet but I do have a profile for when I'm ready for that serious boyfriend. I think I will try the free dating websites and get a few hook ups..or not.
This dude I met on one of those sites had a few dates with me during LAST winter, and he randomly texted me about 'i like your new FB pic' - we're friends on FB. He totally stopped talking to me which I suspect is because I didn't put out on our second date. I was the last one to text him before we stopped talking...I asked him why didn't he text me back 5 months ago and his excuse was he didn't get the text.. Fuck Off! I said nothing else to him. I thought he was hot and was going to put out on the 3rd date but noooo he couldn't wait lol. Pig.
I need something to live me up a little. I think I miss the hunt for sugar. Not sure, but deff missing something. I need to get lost in a good book, any recommendations?
I'm going to finish up this week, get rid of the negativity that's taking over me, and re-evaluate my future plans.. I'm going to blog more, and change up my page a little. A lot more coming my babies stay tune.
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